Sometimes in life, it doesn't matter how much you succeed in your academic, work or social life. Because no matter how successful you're, no matter how good you're, no matter how much money you have, no matter how much will you have...it just doesn't matter...when the only thing you can do is sit there, watch and wait...when you realize you just can't do nothing. Everything seems meaningless, all that hard work you went through, all the time you spent, every single sacrifices you've made. You see someone in the mirror that its not you, that successful, powerful and strong person. You see someone totally lost and Powerless whose own world has been shattered. That's when you forget about everything, its just you and frustration plus reality beating you down. "So that's it? Why can't I do nothing? So it all comes down to this?"...Then you start to accepting that...that's the only way, and the only thing you can do it's accept it. That's when more difficult questions start to pop up: "What's next? What's left?". Regrets start coming up, and there you go down again. Hopefully a slice of light might appear, then things start to come o an end and you forget all that thinking and suffering. But the worse is when there is no slice of light, its when the only way to overcome this is to become your own slice of light yourself.
In the end, it doesn't matter how much you have, if you can't do anything for your loved ones.
In the end we are all Powerless.
So when things are worse than ever, its when you can learn the most, about the world, about others and about yourself.
And you learn the most valuable things.
You learn its worth to be kind,
It's worth to enjoy the little things,
It's worth to feel happy,
It's worth to help others,
It's worth to understand,
It's worth to love.
So never forget. Love is a valuable thing, and in generally people tend to play with it, they think its eternal, they think its an "infinite resource". Well, in my opinion, it's not. You are only given a certain amount of time to express, to feel it and to enjoy it. That amount of time is called life span. It's moving, it's ticking, it's getting shorter and shorter. So I'm really sorry that I've wasted your time while you were reading this post.
I hope you the best.
