Powerless - A Sight

Sometimes in life, it doesn't matter how much you succeed in your academic, work or social life. Because no matter how successful you're, no matter how good you're, no matter how much money you have, no matter how much will you have...it just doesn't matter...when the only thing you can do is sit there, watch and wait...when you realize you just can't do nothing. Everything seems meaningless, all that hard work you went through, all the time you spent, every single sacrifices you've made. You see someone in the mirror that its not you, that successful, powerful and strong person. You see someone totally lost and Powerless whose own world has been shattered. That's when you forget about everything, its just you and frustration plus reality beating you down. "So that's it? Why can't I do nothing? So it all comes down to this?"...Then you start to accepting that...that's the only way, and the only thing you can do it's accept it. That's when more difficult questions start to pop up: "What's next? What's left?". Regrets start coming up, and there you go down again. Hopefully a slice of light might appear, then things start to come o an end and you forget all that thinking and suffering. But the worse is when there is no slice of light, its when the only way to overcome this is to become your own slice of light yourself.

In the end, it doesn't matter how much you have, if you can't do anything for your loved ones.
In the end we are all Powerless.

So when things are worse than ever, its when you can learn the most, about the world, about others and about yourself.

And you learn the most valuable things.
You learn its worth to be kind,
It's worth to enjoy the little things,
It's worth to feel happy,
It's worth to help others,
It's worth to understand,
It's worth to love.

So never forget. Love is a valuable thing, and in generally people tend to play with it, they think its eternal, they think its an "infinite resource". Well, in my opinion, it's not. You are only given a certain amount of time to express, to feel it and to enjoy it. That amount of time is called life span. It's moving, it's ticking, it's getting shorter and shorter. So I'm really sorry that I've wasted your time while you were reading this post.

I hope you the best.

Quote from Sakurasou no Pet na Kanojo

I'm often asked, "What does it take to become a creator?" However, the passion or desire to create something comes from one's own heart, so it's not something you can learn from others. In order to create something that will speak to the emotions of a wide audience, you must first stir yourself. You cannot hope to move other's hearts unless you can first move your own.

Fujisawa Kazuki

Updating stuff

As you might see, I am quite an inactive blogger :P Sorry for my inactiveness I'll try be more active from now on. So, things changed in MegaTen, now Marvelous-USA is the new MegaTen owner. Let's all hope they do a better job then the others. I turned Insignea into a LoA Enhancer, he is already level 90. Currently rebirthing Loa. Aiming for Mot and Thor~ I'm currently working on a rapid gunner too, named Exdee, Already got the gear and now I just need to finish the expertise. I don't know if I posted already anything about Expel, but I don't own that account anymore (Expel, Kalok) I gave it to my brother. Speaking of my brother...he is Expel/Kalok/Izmo/RENKI/Lucifer59, just to let you know x) I joined Veritas Clan with Insignea and Exdee, it has been an awesome experience, probably one of the best clans that I have ever been, they are nice and helpful and no drama. Oh, I forgot to mention that I'm working on a c5 enhancer c4.5 hex, so when we get more Expertise points I can get LoA and make part of the next enhancers generation :P Cya~

Insignea build update

I'll turn Insignea into a regal/DD, it won't be a regal/enhancer/cotw anymore :O

Build:

Regal DD (Class 5 Regal)
Class 2 Rush
Class 3 Destruction Magic
Class 7 Magic Control
Class 4.0 DD

Class 2 Attack
Class 9 Weapon Knowledge
Class 3 Survival Techniques
Class 5.2 Retaliation

New characters!

Hi there!!!

Just came to say you that I'm working on two new character: a Trinity enhancer named Insignea and a DD/Shotmage named Riojinagari!

At the moment I'm working on getting retal to c4 at Insignea. Rio just need to get Destruction Magic to class 10 and Magic control to class 6 (I guess).

Later ~

I'm back! :o

After some months without playing I'm back again!
I'll not be much active though...but atleast I won't be inactive ;)
Here is a little update on my stuff:

I did a c5 enhancer c4.5 hexer and a pure melee for shiva/vishnu run. The c5 name is Kalok and the melee is Rain`Fall.

Since I didn't have much time to play I gave my enhancers account to my brother. So now I only play with the melees x)

Which means, I'm not the owner of Expel or Kalok anymore! :o

Now that shiva and vishnu are on vacations, I decided to work on a retal enhancer, the expertise grinding just started, I hope I'll finish it soon!

My first demon for this char will be a Wu Kong (I love it so much *__*)!

The pure melee gear is almost finished! I just need to buy Modern Thanatos, and it's done!
Then I'll start saving money for the LB Symbol set ;)

Peace out! ;)

Back from this busy year! Holidays!

Holidays!

After an year of hardworking, here they are, the deserved holidays!

Btw, the expertise calculator is already fixed, thank you guys!
Im graduating to college which is....I don't know what it is, but I think it'll be hard at least, that's why I want to enjoy this holidays with friends family and video games xD
I hope I can finnally finish my Skadi rebirths, get the new gear, and I've made a new char
IGN:Kalok
Class: Class 5 Enhancer & Class 4.5 Cotw
I'm still leveling it, so I can have fun with Shiva & Vishnu
I'll try to be more active posting.
Have fun!
Cya~